My name is Robert. I'm 18. I live with two awesome roommates! I love a lot of things but video games is on top of them! Especially The Legend of Zelda. :)
The reason I love Zelda,Mario,Vampire Diaries are because I can relate to them. I put myself in there situations and I feel like them although not exactly the same. Vampire Diaries I’ll use as my example. I feel like I know decide my feelings on the ‘Vampires’ and I’m like Elena. They can be good and bad just like us but people judge me for that mainly my parents. It’s not our place to judge people because of there choices when it comes to that really. I feel like a perfect mix of Elena and Damon. I just do.
Zelda is obvious. I’m a courageous guy it feels like especially of late and I want to find and save the princess and let it be magical. Same with Mario I guess. I just find myself not getting interested in shows I can relate too but obsessed with things I can. It’s weird.
This past year ba-bam. I can definetly tell I’m growing up in the past few months especially but I’m nowhere where I need to be. Things that weren’t important to me are now important and things that were important no longer are. I honestly have been hurt but quite a few people but you know what looking back at it I don’t hate anyone except for one person. His name? Steve. Besides that I dont love them of course but I don’t hate them and not really too mad. I wish them luck on there lives and journeys and while I’m glad our ways parted I hope they do ok. I’ll always have my good memories with them. I’m making memories now with my wonderful friends that have earned it at the time being and I think I’ve got a wonderful close cirlce of friends. I could be proven wrong and if I do I’ll go through the process again and it’ll happen again. This to me is growing up because even a year ago I wouldn’t of done this.
I’m doing it. I’m working on getting my life back on track and I’m proud to say it. I’m working on going higher up in my company to management,I’m working on relationships,I’ve been talking to a girl for the past year we’ve never met but once we do I think it’ll be wonderful and could have sparks,I’m working on losing some weight and gaining some muscle and eating healthier. I’m working on doing the right thing a lot more and trying to get back into God. Right now I’m young so I’m trying to get all my impulses out before I get older and regret it but I’m trying. I’ve got to say for the most part I’m proud of myself.
I want to live my life happily and wise.
After watching my Great Granny pass it’s just I’m still in shock and loss of words. Its hard to explain. But I will get my life back on track slowly but surely. Hopefully by my 20th birthday I’m at or close where I want to be.
My enemy posted this: Day Twenty-Five A friend that I lost that I am better without/wish I still had…
I have tons of friends that I am better off without. Heather P.,Robert,Katy,Shaine,Curtis,Meko,and Kyle just to name a few. It seems that I for whatever reason attract shitheads. I hate this about myself. But I can’t change it. I am too accepting of people’s personalities. I never know it is terrible until it’s too late.
*ahem* You have taken my reason in life. You are the one of the biggest crapheads on the planet. You are the one that lost me and Heather because you just had to have sex with James because you don’t know of a thing called self-control EVER. You are the one that got me misguided in life. Don’t get me wrong I let you do it by trust and ‘friendship’…but I lost myself with you. Me and Heather may not be 100% the same and very different but you know what…I will always respect her and lovee her and be her friend even if we don’t and won’t always agree. She taught me that you can’t always believe what people say about you because if I went by what people said I’d hate her. I honestly was scared of her at first for no good reason. There was no good reason to talk about her the way I did I believed people’s crap. I am not saying I am perfect or right all the time because I’m far from it…but I am not like you one freakin bit. You are the craphead that dont have to work for anything you just cry to your mom and dad and BA-BAM its there. You big loser baby. Grow up and face the music one day Mommy and Daddy wont be there anymore. Then what will you do? I know hating is wrong but you know what. I hate you. I really do. I freakin HATE you. If you look up piece of crap you’re face is beside it. The only thing worse than you in life are murderers,rapists and child molestors. Besides that you’re the scum of the earth. How does that feel you crapface? I’ve been having trouble letting you go from my life honestly. You were my first roommate/first experience on my own..etc. I lost everything for you but still I had hope maybe one day you’d change. I lost all contact with you and had let you go as a friend yes but I still didnt want to totally 100% delete you from my life. Until within this last week when I had an issue and needed you to take care of it since you know it involved you and I couldn’t do it without you giving it back/being present but you decided to be a buttmunch and talk to me like that then ignore me. I. HATE. YOU. This will be my final post and final thought about you honestly until you get those herpes or get pregnant. Then I’ll be the first to laugh in your freakin face ‘dirty ho.’
It’s funny how people say time heals wounds…cause frankly, I still miss you as much as I did 365 days ago and every day is just another heart-wrenching reminder that I have slowly become your distant memory; somebody that you used to know.